Memorial day

So other then spending most of the day playing smackdown vs raw 08 we decided to hang at nicollette commons.

I hate Saturday nights.

I'm not sure what it is but my apartment is really creepy at night with no lights on. Too many dark places along the outside. Freaks me out

I really need to spend some time and clean my apartment =(

So far

Suicidal?

I look like I was suicidal but really it was the cat

The Past.

So a person from my past has been trying to contact me lately. I haven't had the urge to answer their calls yet. The thing is they never leave a message until recently, they finally left a message. I am not quite sure if I want to call back or not. Too many lies and drama that I really don't want to relive or remember to be honest. So what do I do? Do I call them back and just suck it up? Maybe they just want to chat and see whats new. Maybe they want to start things over from the beginning. Who knows. The only way I will ever know is by answering the next time they call or calling them back. UGH.

Argh...

I'm in a bad mood today. I don't know why. Actually I might of been in one all week, who knows.

Sometimes...

Sometimes it just makes life a little more easier to just close your eyes, imagine your life as told in an indie film directed by Zach Braff and listening to the Garden State soundtrack.

Hmm...

I don't think many people read my blogs. Oh well.

So again I am watching Indiana Jones today and played GTA 4 for most of the day. As much hours as I have spent in that game I am only like 30% complete.

I think I have a tumor. On the left side of my chest there is a lump or I think its a lump. I should get it looked at. It doesn't hurt so much. It first showed up after I started playing catch after work. It may be a muscle that I haven't used in awhile is starting to swell? I noticed the same thing on my right side just not as big as my left side.

Ugh continued.

I get myself into these cycles of living check to check. Which makes it hard to save any money and is really stressful on me. I am starting to get a little worried about money. We haven't saved any in awhile which is going to make it difficult to go on vacation in 4 months. 4 months, thats not far away. I am really banking on the fact that Cassie and I get the full $600 checks from the government. I will probably get the full its just Cassie probably won't. But it would be nice if we got the full amount. Also I just remembered that we are getting a large rent tax return later on hopefully in August I believe that's when I got it last year. That should help.

I haven't been feeling well this past week. I feel better today but still feel it.

Indiana Jones is on and that makes me happy :)

Ugh

Ugh....

Funny bike

Saw this at the game last night. I thought it was hilarious!

Pictures from the Twins game last night

Twins game...

Going to a Twins game tonight. Should be a blast. I will try and write about it later tonight.